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River
of Life
bob holman |
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| Home Table of Works 1999 Staff Contributors |
One time, in the middle Of a Fez rAP mEETS pOETRY night Sev came up to me and said he was 'Sailin Away on the River of Life' It really wasn't like him He was a pretty down to earth kind of guy Even if he did live almost entirely in his head Where he was the richest, most talented, sexiest motherfucker on earth He's hit the stage as often as possible As often as Bonz and I would let him Bill always pushed him on us And every once in a while he was He came off as the richest, most talented, sexiest poet rapper on the scene And what he'd learn from that Was to not repeat his success But try some other dumb shit Be boring sit on a chair read some boring prose Tracie Morris, Edwin Torres, Samantha Coerbell and I Had a Nuyorican Poets Cafe Live gig in Tempe Sev had moved out to Phoenix to get his act together And he was great, squiring us around But he was out of his element, too A Queens dude stuck in the desert And when he came home, he'd hang At the Mouth Almighty office wondering what to do next And yes he was first in line for a part in the movie Slam Because he was the real thing, the ur-rapper with talent a mile wide And a destructive streak a mile high, and a bitter cloud He scratched his name in the desk, and prayed for a connection He tore his soul apart to look for his soul Died in the desert, so barren and cold Not Sev style at all, Seventeen of the wild style, old school, party style River of Life style, in the swim of it, sailin on the river, River of Life Sonja and Tish, they say the same things to me And we know it's true, it's true It coulda been any one of us out there under that lonely starry night Drowning in the River of Life In our own heads we're all the richest, sexiest, most talented motherfuckers on the block And the little successes we scratch out are the empowering rhythms that pull up the sun in the am And let us dance and fuck the night away till the break of dawn pm Just that Sev had a little bit more of the down'n'downer And coulda used another hit or two of the out'n'outer A little bit of all of us died that lonely night with our friend Sev, Seventeen, Antonio But some little bit of him will always live, too, live on in all of us All of us dancers, all of us poets, all of us swimmers All of us trying to stay afloat, Sailing in the River of Life |
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